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| 02:19pm 15/03/2005 |
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music: alll these things that i have done -the killers
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wow it seems as if i haven't updated in a million year soh yeah cause i haven't ! but nothing has really been going on i went on my year 2 confirmation retreat this last weekend it was fun i got some stuff out about my mom and it felt good....i got a cross from david and that was cool i think i'm going to join retreat team next year, but so anyway nick and i are great our 11 month aniversary is coming up and i'm really excited about our one year but i still don't know what i'm going to get him ??? in other news i have been listening to all sdesin the kagan paul and izzy situation WOW that mad m head hurt but w/e. I think i'm going to see nick this friday and will who i haven't seen in forever and i think they are going to smoke out but i'm going to be the good little girl that i'm not and refrain from smoking but we'll see what happens
late belinda |
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| 09:00pm 06/02/2005 |
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I went to nicks to watch the superbowl but ended up just watching a cheesy horror flick ....BLOOD DINER ......WOW that was hilarious then we went urban boogie barding it was funny we passed these skateboarders who were looking at us like we were nuts lol I love that kid so much
good night
belinda |
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| 12:37pm 23/01/2005 |
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from yesterday at the mall with nick i saw like half of the freshman and sophomore class from providence there which was weird and then i saw ewwww nadia simon and that chick dating bug eyes god ...why can i never remember that kids name but whatever u so yeah i have never had so much fun as i did on friday and saturday it was like just amasing first on friday we went to the mall and like picked out clothes for each other to waer it was funny seing nick in a pari of jeans that accualy fit him and eww me in a miniskirt lol but then we took pictures in a photobooth and like just hung out then he forced me to go up in the holiday inn elevator (for all that don't know i'm deathly afraid of heights) and that wasn't accually too bad and then we got some take out from the thai resturant on san fernadando and ate that in car on the way home then we just hung out and ended up deciding that we wanted to date but not be bf and gf.... on saturday we did somewhat the same thing we were going to go bowling but that didn't work out so we went to the mall again we bought some sunglasses and saw a flick the movie was good but getting hyper and like thrwoing ice cream at each other was the highlight of the day. We ended up getting some thai food again and sittin gon a bench and eating then we were like scaring people like i kept squeesing nicks hand and he would like scream really loud and then i told him that if he did it again woudl walk away from him then he of course did it agaian and as i was walking away he was chasein g me yeallin gi didn't know she was your sister and i'm sry lol |
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| omg i can't stand that woman !!!!! |
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| 06:15pm 19/01/2005 |
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mood:  infuriated music: you know what they do to guys like us in prison -Mychemical
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ok so finals yeah yeah w/e but the highlight of my day was afterschool when i was waiting around for my ride at 4 (we got out at 12) so then i saw Sr. Una [and mymom had told me to talk to her about going to youth day (ugh boring but a day off of school)] and so i stopped and talked to her then she strated telling me that i'm making bad decisions in my life and that it is unaccexptable for me to sleep over at Nick's house and that if the school found out they would have a cow now if you are wondering how she found out about this you might think oh well she may be one of those adults that reads live journal cause i did post about it but no my mom told her because according to my mom they are friends and talk about a lot of things well so i called my mom and informed her that i was not ok with her discussing my personal life with Sr. Una and that i wanted her to stop and yeah wel she said she'd call me about it later of course cause she doesn't even have tim eto have and argument with me from across the country......but how messed up is that !!! i couldn't believe it i was probably a good shade of burgandy after Sr. una was done talking to me cause that is fucking embarrassing as all hell god !!!! i'm goign to share a few more words with my mother about it later but i mean even my dad said that that was "BULLSHIT!" and i agree what about you ????
-pie |
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5Amens - Can I get another amen? |
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| i'm sry and i love you sooooo much! |
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| 05:21pm 18/01/2005 |
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mood:  nostalgic music: poprocks and coke-greenday
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oh god finals week i love the no homework but this year i think i might accually have to study eeek! but yeah so anyway I just wanted to update especially for kathy and her mom. KATHY i love you so much i know you are probably mad at me ...for just reason and i just wanted to apologise and tell you that i'm never going to do anything like that ever again much less drink and i know my credibility may not be worth much but i'll prove to you i'm serious about this and that drinking isn't worth it to lose a friend, and a mom. So just either let her read this or tell her that i would go over there but i'm not sure what to say except i'm sry and it doesn't seem like that will do much so just please just pass the message on that i regret it alot and that i know that I'M REALLY SRY!!!!! i really miss you guys and you are the only family i ever really had care about me so please try and forgive me i will work for it just let me know how.
please try and forgive me i'm sry i fucked up all the great times we had together i mean we were like sisters
and i really love you
much love
- belinda |
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| 10:33pm 16/01/2005 |
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mood:  groggy music: longview- greenday
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ok so last night i went with Kathy to her cousins going away party [he's joining the air force] and it was pretty ok but then i started to get bored which is never a good thing and so basically i just started drinking likea fucking fish and in total i drank about a shot of rum and then like 3 shots of vodka and two or three beers and a bit of whiskey that made me puke and then i was like passed out on the couch and i guess i called kathy's cousin greggy over and whispered something in his ear and he was pretty damn hammered too probably more so than me and then like he came over and was like can you keep a seacret and me being the skank that i am was like yeah and then he said oh well then meet me ouside and so i without thinking twice and met him outside behind the house and like we started making out and then he was like you want to get into a car and i don't remember wha ti said but it must have been afirmative and then he got inot his cousins car [the one whose party it was] and so then like we got in and i'm sworn to seacretcy about the rest [ we didn't have sex]then like 5 min later kathy's mom and like half the party was walking up and down the street calling my name and then i got out of the car and felt so light headed that i just sat down then layed down then kathy's mom found me and then woke me up and told me to get into the house then i went inside and like passed out on the couch then i heard some yelling but didn't know what was going on [i heard today that kathy's mom and her sister greggy's mom got into a fight ] so yeah Kathy's mom took me home with her soon after and yelled at me the whole way but once we got home she let me stay probably cause it was 4 in the morning and so then this morning she woke me up and told me to go home and so after puking yet again i staggered home and then colapsed into bed for a couple more hours and then when i woke up nick called and i picked up and talked to him adn he said the akthy had told him that i need ed to talk to him about what happened at the party and so he asked and i went on to tell him all that i remebered at the time then late ri rembered more and informed him of thei s and was hung up on and then so now i think we are friends well i hope so ad then me being hung over and aggitated preceeded to picka fight with alex .......sry alex i really do value your friendship..... and then yeah so i just recovered all day with lots of water and limited food.
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| the weekend |
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| 10:56am 10/01/2005 |
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so on friday i was about to leave to go to the mall and then kathy's mom got a call that her husband had been in a car accident and might have killed the person in the other car so i had to talk to a bunch of people because kathy and her mom were hysterical wel her mom was anyways and so we went to the scene of the crash and kathy's dad had his visor down and it had hit him in the eyes he had two black eyes and like 17 stiches between his eyes luckily he is ok now (i don't know about the other lady but she isn't dead) then i went to kathy's cousin's b-day "get together" at skateland .....super lame and i just sat there with kathy the whole time then as we were dropping off kethy's other cousin at home we went in ...they were having a party of sorts which are always fun to watch her 18-20 year cousins and their friends get drunk and high and do stupid shit like break chairs on thier heads and so we stayed entertained there until lik 4am and then went back to kathy's and then slept like the dead.......the next day i woke up and realized i hadn't bought tickets for formal being the dumass that i am and so i had to decide weather to still get a dress and go or just call it quits but i talked to nick and we just decided to take our chances with buying at the door(which worked out....thank God) wow formal was fun it basically consisted of just freshman which was lame but once the people who accually matter started showing up it wasn't too bad but i don't know what i'm talking about cause we only stayed until 9:30 because there was nothing to do but for some reason it didn't bum me out >>>oh yeah maybe i was just too excited about spending the night at nick's yes you read that correctly I belinda adams spent the night at nick perino's residence and it was great even though I was expecting it to all be having sex and junk but it was it all romantic when we got back from the dance i took out my [65 dollar] updo and got into some comfy clothes and nick and i snuggled by the fire on the couch in his living room with hot cocoa it was wonderful then at about 2 am We went to sleep, him on the couch and me in his bed [lol i felt so bad he didn't sleep so well] then the next day we all sat down and had breakfast, we took showers then hung out then at about 3 we went to see meet the fockers [greatest movie ever lol] after that we went to fuddruckers...when we got back nick forced me to do homework and i accually got some of it done but not without me driving him nuts with all my corrections [sry babe!!!] after his mom took me home then things started to get shitty and just kept going downhill so when i got to kathy's house no one anwsered the dorr so i went to my house and my dad had locked both doors and i didn't have my key so i went back to kathy's and waited on her porch for like 45 mins in the middle of the night and just worked on bio hw which sucked...now if you are asking yourself "now why didn't she just use her cellfone to call kathy and find out where she was" oh well that would be because my mom being the wonderful toddler that she is decided that since i didn't call her back that she would just turn off my cell fone (how childish is that....my god !)so it (being fully charged and with me) was useless. So since i was locked out of my house with no uniform or ride to school i just went to sleep and told kathy to wake me up at six........Well at 5:55 in the morning i was gracefully awakened by my friend and i found my key got into my house and my ride showed up having gotten my message at 11:00 the last night ......psssh yeah rite i wish that is what had happened what really happened was after kathy woke me up at 5:55 [and for all of those of you who have unsuccessfully tried to wake me up at 11 can comprehend how nice i am that early in the morning] then my dad called and told me to go wake up my 60 year old crippled housekeeper to get a key and my uniform and that my ride would pick me up early and i continued to tell him that i hadn't finished my hw and i was not going to bother the maid that early and preceeded to hang up on him..... and then i drank a whole shit load of coffee and didn't go back to sleep and finished my homework god what a day and it isn't even noon Fucking hell !!!
-a very tired pie |
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| ugh SICK!!! |
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| 11:52am 05/01/2005 |
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mood:  sick music: helena- my chemical romance
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i'm sick again this is really getting old and if i don't get better by tomorow i swear i'm going to go to my doctor and be all like give me some drugs bitch !!! but so anyways i'm going on a secreat date with nick on friday >>>lol he has no idea where we are going and what we are going to do... boy this is going to be fun. So anyways I accually had a conversation with spagetti yesterday and it was quite funny cause when i was asking her when she was i guess i had a big grin on my face LOL but luckily she is leaving at the end of the semester and maybe she will be happier wherever she ends up going cause lord knows she isn't happy at providence. I still have absolutly no idea what i'm going to wear to formal>>>get this so i went shopping last night for dresses and i went to Express and forever 21 in express I tried on this princess dress hat amanda tried on in virginia and that just looked stupid then when i went to Forever 21 I couldn't tell if the things i was trying on were dresses or shirts which just as a plain fact is scary about our culture but so anyway i might get this dark green one that is strapless then a sparkily thing comes up the front and then ties around the neck it looks cool but the only problem is i think the fact that it is like mini skirt length on one side and then knee length one the onther might give leBreton a fucking heart attack !but give me your in put i'm going shopping again tonight so tell me which one to pick !!!
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| my chemical romance |
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| 06:10pm 04/01/2005 |
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mood:  okay music: i'm not ok-my chemical romance Duh!
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well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say
i never want to lt you down or have you go it's better off this way
for all the dirty looks and photographs your boyfriend took
remember when you broke your foot from jumpin gout the second story
I'm not ok ...i'm not ok ..... i'm not ok ...you wear me out
what will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
i told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
to be a joke a look another line without a hook i held you close as we both shook
for the last time take a good hard look
i'm not ok ..i'm not ok..i'm not ok...you wear me out
[guitar riff]
forget about those dirty looks the photographs your boyfriend took
you said you read me like a book but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm ok ...I'm ok i'm ok now..i'm ok now but you really need listen to me
i'm teliing you the truth i mean this i'm ok ...trust me
i'm not ok ..i'm not ok .. i'm not ok ...i'm not o..fucking..k i'm not ok ..i'm not ok
best song of all time >>>god i'm so obsesed with this song |
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| 10:20pm 03/01/2005 |
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mood:  horny music: I'm too sexy for my shirt
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look at this sexy beast >>>>>nick is the sexiest guy alive sry mike and billie joe
RAWR!!! look at that sexy doode |
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| 09:38pm 03/01/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful music: American Idiot -Greenday
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This is my new live journal that I can accually see on my computer well so yeah I broke up with Nick and now we are back together yay!!! So anyways witner formal is on saturday and I am stressing to get a dress and shoes in time and also nick's mom is going to take me to get my hair done. I can't wait untill next week !!!!
Countdown: 4 days!!!
well this is mike's soon to be wife aka bElinda signing off |
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